Dreams

I had the strangest dream last night.... Though, you'd have strange dreams too, if yours were as vivid as mine can be.

I was at my best friend's house. And... We were just... There.We switched off cleaning the house and teasing each other. She kept telling me she could squish me. And refusing to move so I could sit next to her. I helped her do the dishes, and helped her mop the floor. Even got a few cuts somewhere along the way. She's so stubborn. She was sick to her stomach, and still made lunch and cleaned up after it. And, when I got cut... She bandaged me up.

After the house was all cleaned up, we sat down on her couch. And we started to talk. She and I made a little bet, and she even challenged me... Told me I wouldn't kiss her. (Told you I had strange dreams.) And we got real close... And then... I leaned in. She leaned in. And then... I kissed her.

I don't know. But it felt nice. Like I belonged there. We just sat there, reveling in the other person. And then someone knocked at the door. And we broke it up really quickly to answer the door. After that, we made some jello. And just... Stood there with each other. I don't know what happened. Things changed. She was a little flighty. And she sounded pretty shook up. She stuttered a bit. And acted really giddy. I did too.

I'll tell you this. I had no idea... That it would feel like that. I woke up and felt a sense of... Longing. And contentment. I felt like I didn't know if it was real or not, cause it was so surreal. It made me happy. I can remember how it felt. I wish it could happen again. And it occupies my mind, even now. I was shaking so badly... I could barely stand. I'm here, wishing it could happen...

I'm floored. Truly. Starstruck.