The Mess I Made

My world is shattered. My parents aren't happy with me. My best friend... To save me from harm, she's basically planning on letting me go. I love her so much for that. But I also can't handle that. I'm crying over here. My eyes are flooding my face and bed with tears as I can do nothing but let them flow. Tears for what I may well never have again. We'll see each other sure, but, every time I see her... I'll just be filled with the same pain of losing her. It's wrong. So wrong. I've never ached like this before. I want her to stay. We can't be alone, but we can still talk..! I mean, let me have my little bit with you. Don't leave me... Please... Don't leave me... I couldn't handle it if you did... I cannot tell you what I would do....