You knew how much I love you. I rarely ever say that, and only for one other person have I felt this way.
You knew how much I wish you loved me back the same way.
You knew how much I compare the people I see in Romance novels to you. When I read them, I see your face when I imagine the character.
You knew how much I want to spend all of my time with you.
You knew what you did to me when I see you...
You knew how much I want to hug you and never let you go. How warm you make me feel.
You knew how many times a song comes on and I think of you.
You knew how much you occupied my thoughts, both waking and sleeping.
You knew how much I wish you were mine, and to hear the words you say to others directed toward me.
You knew how you make me smile.
You knew that you make my stomach fill with butterflies.
You knew that you drive me crazy in only the way you can.
You knew how happy I get when I think of you.
You knew how just one look from you makes my heart sing and skip a beat.
You knew how, when I look into your eyes, I see someone who to me, is perfect.
You knew how every time I look into your deep eyes, I can imagine myself swimming in them. (No matter how cliche that is.)
You knew how much I really feel for you. When you're sad or happy or angry or normal.
You knew how much I enjoy our little jokes and long conversations.
You knew how much I want to hug you and hold you and tell you everything is going to be okay.
You knew I can't imagine a life without you in it.
I knew what you did to me to make me feel this way.
I knew how to shut it off, or tone it down, because I'm here on this level and you're elsewhere.
I was worthy of someone like you, and could give you everything you need, and I wasn't an idiot and had done so many of the stupid things I have in the past. (Like letting you go...)
You knew really what was inside. To make someone as emotionless as me feel so acutely... Well, it's a feat.
If only we both knew what to do about this situation. Not that you have anything to worry about. It's pretty much me, so I'll let you live as you are.
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