Thursday, December 6, 2012

Why Must I Be a Teenager in Love?

You know, sometimes I want to just shout it from the rooftops. Why does love have to be so... strange? It is really... complicated. It isn't like a math equation or a Physics problem. It is more like... poetry. And poetry is HARD. So many interpretations. Sooooooo much stuff to read through and attempt to interpret. I can honestly tell you that having been in love, not even POETRY can truly express what lies in the heart of a person in love. If this is what love feels like, then sign me up. I don't know why, but I feel happy all the time. It is like I am on a high that I am not actually able to get off of. Not that I mind, of course, I haven't felt like this in a long time. The problem with that, is I am not actually able to express it. That and a love right now, is not advisable. I don't quite find myself ready for a relationship. But, that doesn't stop anyone else. That is totally ok. It just makes me even more ready for what comes ahead. Anywho, love is so undefinable. I cannot tell you. Love is a feeling because it cannot be expressed by words. Whoever came up with the word, was obviously attempting to convey it's meaning. He/she failed miserably. That and through the ages, the word love has always undergone some meaning changes. It is unfalliable. The word love is truly inadequate to express the human feeling for the one they feel for. If I were to attempt to do so, I would fail miserably. I can attempt if you would like. Love: The feeling of extreme like for another person. Love is like the candles on my cake. Love is like the wind in my sails. Love is the most potent feeling a person could ever have, because it literally overcomes all. There is nothing love cannot overcome. Nothing can outlast it. Nothing can undermine true love. It levels mountains, crosses oceans, and outdoes all storms. It is the purest form of feeling any person can find and express. Love fills in the hole that we have. First family fills it, but when you leave, and find love, you start a family of your own. It makes you complete. And it makes your partner complete too. Love doesn't make the literal world go round, but you might find that it can make yours go in whatever direction it will take you. When you find it, you know it. I believe that there is a person out there for everyone. When I find her, I will know. I WILL have my "Happily Ever After". Nothing short of death of serious injury will stop me, as long as I do the right things. Go ahead. Mock me if you want. So my idea of love is a little idealistic. I know that there is no "perfect woman". The trick is looking for the closest one to you. Relationships require sacrifice on both parts. There cannot be a truly idealistic love. But it will be the closest I can get it, when that bridge I come to cross. You know how it is. Everyone wants it. And I will get it. Rest assured.

Well, you guys have a good time, and steer clear of avalanches. I am pretty sure I have rambled enough.
ZW

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