You ever wish that your situation would change? JUST enough that you could be comfortable with everything you have? Yeah. That's how I feel right now. I know one of the most beautiful and intelligent and awesome girls in the world. And guess what? Life saw fit to torture me with the one thing I can't change currently: Distance. Freakin' distance smashes my hope of ever meeting the one person in the world that I wish with all my heart and soul to meet. Even if it is just once. (But I'm hoping for more than once...) Distance messes things up all the time. My friends in Texas, my friends in Florida, my friends here in Idaho that live miles away.
You might be thinking, "That's why we have Facebook, Zavier! And MySpace, and Twitter, and..." No. I don't have any of that. (gasp!) My parents have vetoed that idea until I move out of the house. So, I am confined to the old school way of contacting my friends: email. Yes, I live in the Stone Age. I don't even have a cell phone. (That is where you make a bigger gasp in surprise...) I have that ability. And I don't mind. I don't need a cell phone yes, nor a Facebook, MySpace, or Twitter. I probably couldn't use half of that even IF I had it all.
In other news, I finally got my first date!! I get to go out with a good friend of mine, on my first date with my brother on his with his date who is also having hers. Sounds complicated, doesn't it? The point being, is that we are all going on our first date. For the Winter Ball at the local High School. It is going to be great. And there is no cell phone involved. Just email and my house phone. Pretty good, huh?
But yeah, other than that, I have nothing else really stellar going on. Just doing what I can to live my life. But I would like to say something to all of you reading this. You have all affected me in ways that I cannot express. I thank you for being my friends and/or family. You have helped me, you have steadied me, you have uplifted me in ways I cannot express. And any attempt at it would be futile at best, and completely and utterly pointless at worst. Just know that you have helped me, and that I thank you for it.
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